雪

雪花飘落，

爱的圣歌奏起，

幸福地传颂着心笺，

紧扣的双手不曾分开。

你洋溢的笑容，

是我不曾忘却的渴望。

你的脸，

是地球上仅存的温暖。

洁白的雪，

纯洁的感情，

及时染上了污点，

一切，

枯萎。

当雪花融化只是，

才警觉梦醒了，

紧握的一切幻化虚无，

就像雪花，

只剩谈谈水珠，

一切都已成过去，

水，

只能等待冬季再次到来，

带它再次如梦。

若干年前，你来过。

之后，你走了。

带来很多，

也带走了不少。

总是缅怀，

你遗弃的，

总是想念，

你带走的。

你的气息融在空中，

就这样无声无息的消逝了。

再也没有看见，

熟悉的一切。

寂寞的背影，

埋葬在世界的沉默。

你看不见，

世界独剩的踪影，

早已被遗弃，

不复。

没有人说，

再见以后一定会再相见。

就算遇见了，

都走不会同样的背影，

其实结局都一样，

自己还在苟且什么，

挣扎只是安慰自己不要放弃的借口，

活着下去的理由只是，

证明没有了你，

我也可以活得很好。

但，

我办不到。

Card

My 6th Card, 5/11/2010

To, Yvone

My 5th Card, 17/9/2010

To Shao Yan

My 4th Card, 9/8/2010

To, Rou Yiing

My Third Card, 30/7/2010

To, Min Xuan

My Second Card, 17/7/2010

To, Eunice

My first birthday card, 6/26/210

To, Eminey

You Can

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

复仇

最近感到特别看到心凉，终于看到他落得如此下场。亲手策划的一切，并没有白费。我依稀无法忘记，自尊心被踩在脚底的那一刻。当你抹杀我自尊的那一刻，我发誓不会让你好过。今天的种种一切，不过是复仇中的一部分，我会十倍奉还，你如何蛮横霸道，如何不讲道理。没有人会忘记。江山易改，本性难移，外人，就请闭上嘴巴，你了解人，不过短短数个月，而我，已经把他狠狠得记在脑海里，一辈子都不会忘却。我不只要你孤单，我还要你失去一切，让你知道，我当初所经历的，所遭遇过的。谨记，这一切只是开始，请做好心理准备，我不会让一切停止的。一切，之不过是在还债。请不要忘记为你带来挫折的人，他们是助你成功的推动力。

错过

为什么，昨日的伤口，再次淌血。

承受不了，现实的压迫。

曾经多么靠近的距离，如今如此远离。

怎么我微笑着，心却是痛的?

曾经可以共谱的乐章，

烟飞灰灭。

曾一位这一切不算什么，

真的要在失去之后，

才懂得什么叫作珍惜。

原来，

飞鸟跟海鱼的相遇不是一个误会，

是一个荒唐的错误。

两个世界，

或许就是无法绕着彼此的轨道运行。

就在视线离开地平线的那一刻，

泪会忍耐不住，

断了线的珍珠，

继续滑落。

多么想挽回，再也挽回不了的错误。

只能眼睁睁看着，

幸福离自己远去。

其实幸福一直都在身旁，

取决于你明白，

什么叫珍惜。

爱之河

弹奏了一会，

旋律断了，

回忆灭了。

还沉醉在昨日的噩梦。

写下动人的乐章，

感动在音乐下飘舞。

是我对你至深的纪念。

曾一同患难，

走过风雨。

有些记忆，

不可以被遗忘。

在爱的河里，

激流把我们冲散，

注定我们不能相会。

多么想道歉，

其实少了你的日子，

只有更多的遗憾。

遗憾没有和你分享的感动。

如果爱是一条河,

让这条河流入大海，

随风飘逸吧。

2010年7月10日

Life after you

Ten miles from town and I just broke down

Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road

I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home

To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'

To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked

Burns like an iron in the back of my mind

I must've been high to say you and I

Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?

You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one

After this time I spent alone

It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind

Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind

So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through, yeah

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you, yeah

来不及

习惯一个人看戏 习惯一个人旅行

习惯一个人静静想你

想你现在在哪里 想你会为谁担心

想你是否已忘记

忘记那段爱情 忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑 着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我还是来不及了

Life

Life, was actually a sad story. People need to surfer everyday, to keep alive. Sometimes human being learnt all the knowledge of skills. One thing left is how to be a 'human'. Every people got different style of daily life. How to communicate well is the key, to become a human. When you wronged by the person you love the most, it hurt than any physical damages. When you have the own reason and can't be tell, and somebody wronged you. That'll always be an innocent human. When you don't have any chance to explain, everything turn in one day, spring season will just be a winter day. Life, was nothing but an awful song... To the beloved, please be appreciate as the love is true. To the lover, please thank to that person as he/she made your life interesting. Life was just an empty paper, experience color it. Life is always the two way street, we always facing the choices. Sometimes, goodbye might be the only way. Friends, sometimes can be just fake. As day past, you'll see it. When we are facing argument, sometimes silent can seem so loud...Undeniable, what I did it's really for your own good..But I wonder am I doing the right things. Life, sucks

风

风起枫落，
沉溺醉心回忆中，
陷于泥深，
无法自拔。
风吹破玻璃，
碎片像匕首，
再起刺穿痊愈的伤口。
过往的回忆，
一幕一幕播映。
风把烟雾驱散，
一丝的隐秘，
再被揭穿，
怎么隐藏，我的孤单。
多么希望，
风把一切吹得烟消云散，
让梦，永远不会再醒。
让伤口再一次淌血。
风，吹不走一丝悬念，
吹不灭最后一缕思念。
风，摧残不了
让心变成流沙,
漂浮在空气，
是我最靠近你的距离。
风，没有把心的信笺寄给你。
风，没有把最初的想念还你。
我怀念，
往事

金辉初耀，几度沉溺于相信希望。我想，我期待，失落一再把我拉倒。战战兢兢，人海中，一切景象，面目全非。像个傀儡，任人摆布，像个玩具，任人抛弃。曾经一切都无所谓，无论有多安慰，一切都只是断眩。多么希望，能逃离一切。别以为很明白我，其实一点都不了解我。曾几何时，再也寻不回曾经的真挚。曾几何时，我已变得如此执着。矜持，把我们的距离拉远了。我曾经相信，这么做是两全其美之策。我曾经相信，雨后会有天晴。曾经相信，彩虹能为烟霾带来色彩。曾是天涯沦落人，相逢何必曾相似。黯然，不过在黑暗显得沉默。销魂，不过在摧残后的形容。无语，天穹几时又划上一到弧线。伤痕何时又在惝血? 这一到伤疤，永远都不会痊愈，只因为，伤害继续蔓延，永远不会静止。你永远不会知道，所谓的伤害，就是最深的溺爱。 其实早已放手，只是一再掀起的涟漪，挥霍了很多的悬念。你再也不是你了。

雨析水落摧人心，
晨阳绝人抹心望，
落枫几度有人问?
仅乘碎心共余年。

最后一篇

颓丧，失望。
两个铁环缠绕着我的双手，
再也提不起笔，写下优美的句子。
再也想象不到，未来美好的憧憬。

眼倦沉重，但愿不会再睁开。
不想睁开眼眸，不想淹没在郁海。


做人，不能没有原则。
这是最后一篇，永远，
不会有下一篇。
偶然的相遇，只是一场意外。

世界，再见。
再见，世界。

2010年4月24日

00.09

爱和喜欢

爱和喜欢的不同~喜欢是两个字，爱是一个字；喜欢是一种心情，爱是一种感情；喜欢是一种直觉，爱是一种感觉；喜欢可以停止，爱没有休止；喜欢一个人有时候盼和他（她）在一起，爱一个人有时候怕和他（她）在一起；喜欢一个人不停的和他（她）争执，爱一个人的时候不停的为他（她）付出；喜欢一个人希望他（她）可以随时找到自己，爱一个人希望自己能随时找到他（她）；喜欢一个人总是为他（她）笑，爱一个人总是为他（她）哭；喜欢是执着，爱是值得；喜欢就是喜欢，很简单，爱是爱，很复杂；喜欢你却不一定爱你，爱你就一定很喜欢你…… 喜欢一个人的时候只是一种心情，认为与对方在一起会感到特别开心，请注意，这只是一种直觉，包括你所认为的对他（她）有一种好感也是一种直觉，这种直觉没有触及到你的内心深处，完全只是一种表面印象。而爱不同，爱是一种感觉，一种发自你内心恶情意萌动，这时对方的形象全在你的头脑与意识深处，这种爱是靠五官来感应，靠七情六欲来激发的！ 喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他（她）在一起，这是一种非常自然而又正常的心理渴望，而爱一个人有时却怕和他（她）在一起，怕看到对方。常常有这样一种人，渴望见到爱的人却又怕看到对方的身影，特别是不敢触及对方的眼睛，在自己所爱的人面前常常心惊胆跳，面红耳赤！如果你在谁的面前感到自己特别害羞，特别心跳时，那可能就说明你已经爱上对方了…… 说了那么多，还是只有这么一句：喜欢是淡淡的爱，爱是深深的喜欢! 是喜欢是爱大家自己想明白哦

面对你心爱的人

你的心跳会加速

然而面对你喜欢的人

你只会兴高采烈

面对心爱的人

冬天就象是春天

然而面对喜欢的人

冬天是个美丽的冬天

假如你凝视的是你心爱的人

你会脸红

假如你凝视的是你喜欢的人

你会微笑

面对心爱的人

你不能说出心中的一切

然而面对你喜欢的人你言无不尽

面对心爱的人

你容易羞涩

然而面对你喜欢的人你能展现真实的自我

心爱的人时刻萦绕在你的

心头

你不能直视心爱的人的眼睛

然而你却能欣然迎接喜欢的人的目光

当心爱的人哭泣

你会一同落泪

而当喜欢的人流泪

你会停下来安慰

爱的感觉源自眼睛

而喜欢的感觉源自耳朵

所以你如果不在喜欢你喜欢的人

你只需要堵住耳朵

但如果你试图闭上眼睛

爱变化做一滴泪水永远留在你的心中

世界上最甜美的事情　

莫过于你慢慢地向我走来

静静地诉说着「我爱你」

暗恋～ 世界上最遥远的距离　

不是生与死

而是我就站在你面前　

你却不知道我爱你

热恋～ 世界上最令人察觉不到的事情　

便是你我在一起时

那个不断流逝着的

据说叫做「幸福」的日子

痴恋～ 世界上最遥远的距离

不是我就站在你面前　

你却不知道我爱你

而是明明知道彼此相爱　

却不能在一起

苦恋～ 世界上最遥远的距离

不是明明知道彼此相爱　

却不能在一起

而是明明无法抵挡这股想念

却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

失恋～ 世界上最遥远的距离　

我明明无法抵挡这股想念

却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

而是用自己冷默的心对爱你的人

掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠 　　

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。 　　

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。 　　

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。 　　

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。 　　

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。 　　

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。 　　

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。 　　

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。 　　

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。 　　

一转身可能就是一世。 　　

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。

最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。

然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。

该是多美的画面。 　　

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。 　　

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。 　　

即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。

某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。 　　

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。 　　

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

Breakfast & Lunch

Woke up when a familiar ringtone pass to my ears..see the screen, it's already2.00p.m..and I still on my bed..Because my doggie bark for a night..and I can't fall sleep..As I know, if dog bark at the midnight means they saw 'something'...well..watever, human is more horrible than the ' something' as long as they didnt disturb us. I eat my lunch as my breakfast and breakfast aqs lunch...Bread~Donut~AND~q SUSHI!!~bought from DPC ytd..so delicious ^^

幸福的星

闪烁，闪烁
从未静止。
幸福的星，
操纵夜的节奏。
点亮晚空，
照亮希望。

闪耀，闪耀，
发光发热。
幸福的星，
倾诉着无尽悬念。
无思绪的缅怀，
谁，明了?

闪亮，闪亮，
弧形光芒。
幸福的星,
给我指引，
带我逃离寂寞的悬崖。
给我明示，
带我脱离思念的深渊。

闪烁，不再。
象征式的幸福，
试图在茫茫人海，
寻找熟悉的声音，
失落，是结局。

闪耀，不复。
宁夜，不再有星点缀。
幸福，不再陪衬。
不会再更灿烂。
此情此意，
永不言逝。

闪亮，不存。
思念，是精神寄托。
是黯然的累赘。
烙印的心，
不会泯灭。

心情故事

沉静的深夜，
虚幻的朦胧，
沉溺在梦境,
似乎还沉淀在，
千刀万剐的巨痛。

寂静的深夜，
思念着遥远的你。
孤单的身影，
叠着另一个影子。
遥望星空，
倾诉着绵绵心事。

宁静的深夜，
繁星点缀着夜空，
闪烁着，
诉说星心的空虚。
心的信笺，
你收到了吗?

迂回徘徊，
期盼在茫茫人海，
找到熟悉的身影，
多少期待落空?
心，放空了。
一再错过，
错了了你，
错过自己。

强咽泪水，
掩饰内心的惆怅，
舞动手指，
写下曾经，
和，
你之后的，
心情故事。

人，谁无过。
对，在自我纠正,自我蜕变。
勿谓言之不预也，
无谓的解释只会带来更大的误会，
谣言止于智者，
顽强的反驳只会堕入万劫不复。
有时放手摔倒，未尝不是经验?

心宽，天地宽。
把心放宽，天地何处不宽。
多少的执着，
都只是放不开的矜持。
物满则倾,
超越底线，
忍无可忍，亦无须再忍。

沉默，是解决问题的根源，
多少次沉默，
多少次容忍，
不能熄灭那缕怒火。
沉默，活得潇洒，
谁对谁错，不再重要。

真理，志在人心,
对与错，其实都不重要。
谁输谁赢,
受伤害的还是双方。
放下身段，你我同是一体。
谁是谁非，
飘然而去吧。

Life's Simple

6 months, it wasn't long..it might be just a second,and it reach..Soon, everything gonna change, as long as I'm still here...Well, maybe it would change the decision...but nothing is gonna stay me here...life's simple..life's short....yes or no can just decide the rest of your life.The small mistake we make today, affect our tomorrow..What I can do is just wait for one answer...and play my part..Would like to sponsor any kindness if I affort~Sorry if i gotta leave...I will keep all our's faith inside my heart...for always.




Life's Simple

生如夏花之绚烂

　死如秋枫之静美

　 秋给了枫一个定义

　 绚烂的消逝

　 在死亡之中感受凄美

　 枫的一生 只为一落

　 枫不落 不美

　 一叶之落　显其孤凌

　 万叶齐舞　观其绚烂

　 枫为谁而落

　 只为

　 带走那飘不尽的淡淡的哀伤 　

枫

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影

　 我聆听沉寂已久的心情

　 清晰透明就像美丽的风景

　 总在回忆里才看的清

　 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

　 我用力牵起没温度的双手

　 过往温柔已经被时间上锁

　 只剩挥散不去的难过

　 缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念

　 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天

　 极光掠过天边

　 北风掠过想你的容颜

　 我把爱烧成了落叶

　 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

　 缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念

　 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

　 爱你穿越时间

　 两行来自秋末的眼泪

　 让爱渗透了地面

　 我要的只是你在我身边

　 被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

　 我用力牵起没温度的双手

　 过往温柔已经被时间上锁

　 只剩挥散不去的难过 　

在山腰间飘逸的红雨 　

随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃 　

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情 　

雪花已铺满了地 　

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

《枫》周杰伦

南极光

极光是由太阳带电的粒子碰撞地球的两极的磁场，在天空中发生放电时，所产生的现象。 在北极地区，因纽特人认为，极光是神灵为最近死去的人照亮归天之路而创造出来的。一年里，有无数人远赴南极，就为了一赏它的绚丽。有的人说，看到了南极光，是幸福的象征，愿望也能实现。

如果一切是真的，愿世界末日不会到来，因为我想起他人的梦想。


人，会因梦想而伟大

For The Goodbye

人生，脱离不了生离死别。

活在当下，请谨记珍重.

曾是天涯沦落人，

相逢何必曾相识.

不舍，只会为周遭的人带来更大的痛苦。

难过，只会涂添身边挚爱的伤感.

与其不舍，难过，

不如收拾心情，向前迈进.

没有人希望成为你的绊脚石，

也没有人希望你会离开.

但如果这一切是定局，

我们会坦然接受.

只要大声呼喊，

我们随时在那,

给你支持.

天下无不散之宴席，

总有一天我们会再相会.

天涯何处不相逢?

流浪，需要终点。

难过，需要释怀。

I know...it's not to me..I should know..since long time ago..it's not to me..and now I knew

sigh

A Brand New Day

Today, was just an amazing day, bring me out from the fog, and now i realise the sun is always shining brightly..Went for a new pair of boots~because the old 1 spoiled..So happy can find my dream shoe...and now i'm reli in high spirit mood^^ although it's quite expensive~but at least I buy my happy..xD

Tonight's gonna be a good good night~~~

This is really sweet...

When a boy is quiet ...
millions of things are running in his mind.

When a boy is not arguing ...
he is thinking deeply.

When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
he is wondering how long you will be around.

When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...
he is not at all fine.

When a boy stares at you ...
he is wondering why you are lying.

When a boy lets you lay on his chest ...
he is wishing for you to be his forever.

When a boy wants to see you everyday...
he wants to be yours 4eva.

When a boy says ' I love you ' ...
he means it.

When a boy says ' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy ..
who calls you beautiful instead of hot...

Who calls you back when you hang up on him...

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead...

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...

Who holds your hand in front of his friends...

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '


and I love you...deeply, it's true

Such A Despair Day

Today, was just a suck and moody day...Many things happened today..exam results..assunta..and my competition..To my deary Miss Assunta, if you're not willing to teach us,and you have no intension and eager to teach anymore, can you please get out of our sight..For your information, you're so damn annoying in front of us...If curse really come true, then i wish you'll been fired by the government..Another thing is, when the school off, I met Mr.Lee, he told me that I'm disqualify because my essay's ending wasn't complete, if I could complete my ending everything will go on fine...quite disappointed because I really work hard on it..and I still remember a promises I made with my friend..I'm sorry I failed to do it..AND, monthly test, I got 10/100 for addmaths, and even C for chinese, such a disappointing result I have never get..Sigh...Maybe, it's true to say..Who cares? but, I care.

God, if you heard me...give me a truth sight..I'm really confusing with people and anything..

I need help,

sometimes.

such a touching video..with much sense of humour...must watch this until the end...quite meaningful...haha~~I think this kind of people had extinct

雨之吻

感人至深的，

旋律，

奏响,

澎湃的，

思念。

用挚诚的心，

编写一份感动。

遥远的人，

只能用雨滴声，

细述着，

两人的回忆，

独奏，

感触，

希望上天，

把祝福传给最爱的你,

但，

你走了，

留下我孤独的背影，

和钢琴的旋音,

难掩的悲伤，

除了你，

还有谁听的见?

在天角的另一方，

记得要活得，

比从前好。

我，

会等待，

与你相聚的那一天。

你会记得我吧

Write this when listening the song~kiss the rain~by Yiruma, is a really touching song, hope my words can express the piano player's feeling~as he play this song with despairly, thanks my friend for recomment me this song~

感动

悬念，

思念。

曾占据我的一部分，

寂静身旁，有了熟悉的身影，

一句值得信赖的朋友，

无限，感动。

懊恼，悔不当初，

亲手毁灭自己所建之物。

我知道，

我不再是一个人，

每当你的释怀，

温暖的肩膀，

一句嘘寒问暖，

曾经以为

自己已经坚强得不再需要它，

但偏偏，

就败给了一句温馨。

已经不可缺或，

你，

慰问。

真挚的友情，

其实不比钻石，

相较天长地久。

只憾在某一刻，

再受一番感动。

如果，

我不再孤行，

那，

曾几何时我会出现在你脑海里，

固执，矜持，

是因为我不愿放弃，

这一份得来不易的感触。

语言，无法诠释一切，

文字，不能歌颂感动。

因为，

我真的不能，

没有你

幸福的星

结束

Friday, November 20, 2009

1234 - Plain White Ts

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

1, 2, 3, 4

I love you

I love you

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories

Scattered all around the floor

Reaching for the phone 'cause

I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I

Ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do withoutI just need you now

Another shot of whiskey

Can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping

In the way you did before

And I wonder if I

Ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one

I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now

Whoa, whoa

Guess I'd rather hurt

Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call

But I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do withoutI just need you now

I just need you

Oh baby, I need you now

Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Without you, but I have to

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry

Untitled

Has been ask this question for year..But seems like I hvt get my answer..patienly..ask again..the question that I asked you..once upon a time..I think you should noe the question..

And the answer, too

^^

Dont hide your answer..inside the box

Untitled

Frustrated, I think this the 4th time, really boring about that...Nothing else I can do and say..I'm really tired to bother, tired to please, tired to beg...Do whatever you'd like to, really got no mood to bother le...what to do is just waiting..I already felt extremely tired and moody, I dont ever know the way to treat your cherry good anymore..Maybe I really have some problem..Just to wait for your forgiveness..silently...not expect..anymore






sincerely wish,

be fine soon......

just to say sorry that,

I'm really tired

Twillight~New Moon

Just watched this movie~only one word to describe~awesome~ThE characters are so damn cool~no matter the 'wolf things' or the vampires.ThE movie plot is about :


On her 18th birthday, Bella Swan wakes up from a dream in which she sees herself as an old woman. She expresses her distaste with growing older than her boyfriend Edward Cullen, a vampire who stopped aging physically at 17. Despite her lack of enthusiasm, Edward's adoptive family throws Bella a birthday party. While unwrapping a gift, Bella gets a paper cut, causing Edward's brother, Jasper, to become overwhelmed by her blood's scent and attempt to kill her. Realizing the danger that he and his family pose to Bella, Edward ends their relationship, and the Cullens leave Forks, Washington permanently.
Edward's departure leaves Bella heartbroken and depressed for months. However, when her father, Charlie, decides to send her to live with her mother in Florida, Bella agrees to spend time with her friends. After seeing a movie with Jessica, Bella sees a group of men on motorcycles. This reminds her of when Edward previously rescued her from an assault, and she sees his image warning her to stay away. Bella discovers that thrill-seeking activities evoke Edward's preserved image. She is also comforted by her deepening friendship with Jacob Black, a cheerful companion who eases her pain over losing Edward. When Jacob is unable to see Bella for weeks, she discovers that he is a werewolf, an age-old enemy of vampires. Jacob's pack members, the Quileutes, are on constant patrol for Victoria, a vampire searching to kill Bella due to the death of her mate, leaving Jacob little time to spend with her. Alone again, Bella returns to seeking thrill-inducing activities.
Through a series of miscommunications, Edward believes Bella has killed herself. Distraught over her supposed suicide, Edward flees to Italy to provoke the Volturi, a powerful vampire coven capable of killing him, by exposing himself in the sunlight. Alice, Edward's sister, and Bella rush to Italy to save Edward, and arrive just in time to stop him. However, the Volturi determine that Bella, a human who knows that vampires exist, must either be killed or transformed into a vampire herself. Alice stops them from killing her by sharing her premonition with Aro, a Volturi elder who is able to read thoughts, in which Bella has been transformed. Returning to Forks, Edward tells Bella that he always loved her and only left to protect her. She forgives him, and the Cullens vote in favor of Bella being transformed into a vampire, to Edward and Jacob's dismay. Edward gives Bella a choice: either she lets Alice change her after their graduation, or, if Bella agrees to marry him, he will change her himself. However, Jacob reminds Edward of the treaty the Cullens made with the Quileutes: they will not attack each other, as long as the Cullens never bite a human.







adapted from wikipedia..xD!!

So, this is Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart

and this's Taylor Lautner

Love this movie so much ^^

陨落

黄昏时分，绚丽的艳阳渐渐离开了人们的视线，无声无息地离开了地平线。人常会感慨，生命苦短，但人生不如意事十之八九，没有人的一生能安逸的渡过，往往一些惊险的画面，才能为人生带来一丝精彩。生命，是否真的是苦的?众说纷纭。 无风无浪的一生，不能激起千万涟漪，平静的生活，只会带来遗憾，乏味。一个人的一生是否精彩，就在于所承受的挫败。失败是成功的起点，无数的挫折，才会让人成长。或许在某个有生之年，你还能记起当初自己是多么的愚味，浅浅的回忆，淡淡的笑容。生命之书难以领悟，所以我们更加不能逃课~面对挫折，才能让自己上一堂回味无穷的课。在医院里，许多人都有生死一线间的经历，在那时，你才能明了生命的脆弱，和珍惜一切的重要性。在死亡的边缘，难道才能领悟到周遭的事物么? 如果一切是命中注定，那是不是应该更珍惜呢? 在生前，你跟他有多大的仇恨，难道得等到某一方死去~才能释怀么?为什么要等到事情无法挽回的时候才来后悔。。一切似乎太迟了吧。

如果我的生命只能用数字去计算，那我应该会活好每一天吧，因为，我只能等待。

Nothing gonna change my love

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long, with you I see forever

Oh, so clearly, I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by know how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through but

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by know how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through but

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

风

风，吹落了悬在枝上的枯叶。风，吹熄了点燃的蜡烛。风，吹起阵阵凉爽，透彻人心。 躺在草地，接受着风的洗礼，夹带着淡淡绿茵香气，细听着它们的奏响乐。一阵狂风，亦然可把残弱的生命卷走，只因为，生活已不存价值，不如随风飘逸~再慢慢得，腐化~融在空气中。一阵冷风，冒然得把烛光吹灭，零星的火花，象征似的希望，瞬间被熄灭，点点的期盼，消逝不复。风，曾几何时，奏起阵阵清凉，透彻? 忘记了，曾有一段记忆不会泯灭。

风，继续吹。

吹不掉我对你的矜持，与坚持

Tears..drop on the ground

Once a lifetime, I saw tears..of disappointed, suffering, happiness, frustrated and sadness..

Today I saw tears..of painless, and the feeling of losing pride.. Believe in you, you can do it, maybe not now, the next minute, you will succeed. The way of successful, has been waiting of you. Set a goal , and go for it. Keep your tears. There are still many people suffering in lifes, once your heart still beating, dont forget to breath, and remember to meaning of life, we are born, to be..even though we might be unfortunately, but there are still many others waiting for our kindness..Stay alive, we'll get hope

Baby - Justin Bieber

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You are my love, You are my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart
Are we an item? Girl quit playing
"We're just friends"
What are you sayin?
Said there's another and looked right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
oh oh
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just cant believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
I'm going down, down, down, down~
And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around
And I'm like.. Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love
There was nobody that compare to my baby
And nobody came be between us
Or can ever come above
She had me going crazy
Oh, I was starstruck
She woke me up daily
Don't need no Starbucks
She make my heart pound and skip a beat when I see her in the street
and, At school, on the playground
But I really wanna see her on a weekend
She knows she got me dazing
Cuz she was so amazing
And now, my heart is breakin'
But I just keep on sayin'..
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine
(Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah,
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah (Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah,
Yeah Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah,
Yeah, Yeah

Now
I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh
I'm gone

Such A Memory

4th of January..I will remember this day forever, because it's a such memorable day for me, happy+suprising+mad+sorry=memory.But in the end, I felt really happy having this..and I will eat it while I forget who gave me this..My best friend

Just to say~thanks again..leaving me such memory

Many things happened..and very suddenly..someday, when I've gone~or maybe when I leave the world...Hope there were no tears from all my friends and relatives..but..I reli hope that they will miss me whenever they remember me..and whatever I did leave behind their memories..I will really appreciate that

Once in the life time, I found something that was really important to me. Since that day, it have become part of my life, and I knew, from that day, I will never walk alone. I learn the meaning of life because you colour up my life. And once, you wrote a new page on the book. Things were
happen..naturally.

Friends

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul

Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you
not over you

Once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as
I have found you

Very Special people
we can be ourselves with,
talk with,
laugh with,
hope with
and believe with

Poem by husband and wife

Poems written by WIFE and HUSBAND.

WIFE:
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.

HUSBAND:
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi.
He saw me in dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

WIFE:
Twinkle twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

HUSBAND:
The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
Why doesn't it rain on you?

WIFE:
Roses are red; Violets are blue
Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you

I Wanna-All American Rejects

I never thought that I was so blind

I can finally see the truth, it's me for you

Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side

'Cause it's never gonna be the truth too far for you

But can you hear me say?

Don't throw me away

And there's no way out, I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our love's the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you'll break

And I give my life away so far for you

But can you hear me say? Don't throw me away

There's no way out, I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our love's the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Tonight I'm weak, it's just another day without you

I can't sleep, I gave the world away for you to

Hear me say, don't throw me away

There's no way out, I gotta hold you somehow

All I wanna do is touch you

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but I all I have is time

Our love's the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but I all I have is time

Our love's the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Hey ,Soul Sister

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains

On the front lobe of my

Left-side brains

I knew I wouldn't forget you

And so I went and let you

Blow my mind

Your sweet moving

The smell of you in every

Single dream I dream

I knew when we collided

You're the one I have decided

Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister

Ain't that mister mister

On the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair, you know

Hey soul sister

I don't wanna miss

A single thing you do

Tonight

Hey, hey, hey

Just in time

I'm so glad you have

A one track mind like me

You gave my life direction

A game show love connection

We can't deny

I'm so obsessed

My heart is bound to beat

Right out my untrimmed chest

I believe in you

Like a virgin, you're Madonna

And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister

Ain't that mister mister

On the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair, you know

Hey soul sister

I don't wanna miss

A single thing you do

Tonight

The way you can cut a rug

Watching you is the only drug I need

So gangster, I'm so thug

You're the only one I'm dreaming of

You see, I can be myself now finally

In fact there's nothing I can't be

I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister

Ain't that mister mister

On the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair, you know

Hey soul sister

I don't wanna miss

A single thing you do

Tonight

Hey soul sister

I don't wanna miss

A single thing you do

Tonight

Hey, hey, hey

Tonight

Hey, hey, hey

Tonight

Shadow Of The Day - Linkin Park

I close both locks below the window

I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple

Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you

The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day

Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

Pink cards and flowers on your window

Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple

Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you

The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day

Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day

Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day

Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

Holding the pen in my hand,
Wandering I was in a solitary land.

I longed to draw something fair,
Fragrance that may spread everywhere.

I captured the roses in the words,
I penned down the singing birds.

I painted on leaf the clouds blue,
My pen flooded cool streams too.

But none showered the glow around,
No where desired charm I’d found.

Then you blinked in my pad,
On single page all colours I had.

The rainbows clouded all around,
The splendour there had no bound.

Alone you altered the whole scene,
A breathing paradise infact you mean

Meeting you took me by surprise
That thing about you is I never saw it coming
Now you always gets me wondering
Of thoughts of you I kept on wishing
For a special moments of us always together
How could I now cease myself from feeling this crazy?
When your glances chills me so much
When your smile is the best part of my day
When your story is the only thing I wanted to hear every minute passing
And every time you move an inch closer my heart rattles
I can’t breath anymore without you
You always leaving me no air
I find this world so cruel and unfair
If this is love how could this be so painful?
I am terribly sore and so much hurting
If I could only turn back the hands of time
If only I could avoid the first time I laid my eyes on you
Don’t you know that I would trade anything I have in this world
Just to make sure our path wouldn’t cross at all?
Guess my life wouldn’t be this complicated
Guess my life would have been the way as I planned before
So how am I supposed to wake up each day without this weight in my heart
I’m in so much pain of wanting you and fear of losing sane
But I got to be strong, I got to be firm
Got to use this last drop of strength before I go crazy
I’ve got to do it now while I still can
I hate to say goodbye, I hate to let you go
I hate to forget you



Because I hate the fact that I love you this true…

Thank You

Thank you for teaching me to be strong,
Thank you for being there when I need you the most,
Thank you for listening to my boring, non-stop talks,
Thank you for being my friend,my motivator,
Thank you for the patience that you have been shown,
Thank you for the time that you have spent for me,
Thank you for the things that you give it to me, I keep it as my treasure,
Thank you for your kind and tenderness, it touch my heart,
Thank you for your attention that you shower me with,
Thank you for the sweet memories that we share together,
Thank you for your Love.
I love you. I do.

I'm back

Yea,I'm recover and now to share what I see and what I experience with. As I know, things is always changing, there will always be a bright day after the night. Everything starts again, so naturally, sometimes when you thought that was the end,but it isn't. Be glad, and appreciate everyday and everything you have, tomorrow will always change. A sudden disaster, a leaving, a ending...everything can happen suddenly. The dramatic gossips, make people feel disgusting to the people. Fine, love someones is good and no one can stop you from that, but using dirty tricks and hurting innocent people..do you feel happy? Once you hear hundred of mouth saying you're such a bitch..are you glad to accept it? You break everything, your friendship, your relationship, everything. To the innocents, what I can say is, forget about it, as long as you hate it, the things will live on your mind, dont be sigh, dont be sad. Eveything will be just fine. You still got a long way to go.

If you watching this post, please... I beg you..Stop eveything hurting the others..leave others people a memorable and wonderful life.Please, get lost!

No Boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait?

Every moment lasts forever

When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason

To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries!

There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge

What if today is as good it gets?

Don't know where the future's headed

But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line

I've risked being saved but I always knew why

I always knew why!

So here I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper

There are no boundaries above and beneath you

Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries!

There are no boundaries!

There are no boundaries